We can’t always get what we want. I’ve only been in a relationship once and unfortunately, it didn’t last that long. At least I got the feel of having one after 24 years of being single (pathetic!). I wish I could date every single night and find the perfect one for me. I’m the one beggar who is a chooser. Well, there’s actually a lot of us already. It’s very rare for me to go out with the people I meet in the chat. It’s either I’m too good for them or they’re too good for me. But this one is different. I know I’m so out of this person’s league but still I’m gonna push through with it. This person is my biggest crush and in the two years that this person has been in my messenger friendlist, it’s only now that we’ve exchanged numbers. How overwhelming to have your crush actually talk to you. I thought we have this connection, if you know what I mean. But after a week, this person has showed me enough indifference making it obvious that the connection that I was talking about wasn’t really there. sad.