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angel’s breath

June 19, 2008

Emma Bunton - Take My Breath Away

I am currently having my rotation in the nursery. I don’t like children in general but that doesn’t mean I hate them. I remember I even made a 5 year-old patient cry infront of his parents. Babies, well yeah they’re cute but not on their first few days of life. They look like newborn mice in my imagination. It was only recently that I was able to appreciate their beauty. And I never thought I’d be this addicted to them. Before, I refuse to carry them because I felt like I’m capable of crushing them with my bare hands. My co-intern even told me that he’d place them on prone position when they wouldn’t stop crying, I’m not that cruel to that. One day I was given the chance to feed one of the babies. It was magical. I can’t explain how I felt. That instance made me want to cry, crazy. I’m so in love with babies now. Even if it made my hands as dry as the desert sand because I have to wash everytime, it’s all worth it. They smell really good. And one addiction that I have is smelling their breath. I am so thrilled to see them yawn so that I can take an overdose of their aromatic breaths. Weird,  but I’m so hooked to it. Too bad tomorrow’s my last day with the babies. I’ll just make one for myself, kidding!

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